urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar Miss Aunya Miss Aunya 2005-01-12T10:51:40Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:214527 2005-01-12T10:51:40Z 2005-01-12T10:51:40Z All right people... this is me, asking for help.. now seriously, how often do I do this??<br /><br />So basically, my friends house is about to be taken away... and we need quite a large sum of money in a very small amount of time... PLEASE HELP IN ANY WAY YOU CAN....<br /><br />Please take a moment to think of anything you can afford to donate... money, recycling we can trade in, any CDs or clothes you dont want, ANYTHING WILL HELP! If you have anything that you can think of, please please please reply back with a comment or call my cell, ill come pick up whatever.<br /><br />The last thing I want is anything bad to happen to this family... and the other people that stay there.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:213891 2004-09-30T21:52:13Z 2004-09-30T21:52:13Z All right everyone... I am now officially a looser because I made a myspace account. Corey talked me into it tho!!! :D. Anyways... you all best be adding me so that when I get home from work tonight I feel all special and loved :). BBH4KoRn@aol.com<br /><br />Oh yeah... and if you dont already have an account, make one now so I dont feel so stupid, kayyyyy??? Thanks! xoxoxoxo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:213634 2004-08-14T17:37:23Z 2004-08-14T17:41:15Z <a href="http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/5653487/">http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/5653487/</a><br /><a href="http://www.jpost.com/servlet/Satellite?pagename=JPost/JPArticle/ShowFull&cid=1092464063994&p=1006688055060">http://www.jpost.com/servlet/Satellite?pagename=JPost/JPArticle/ShowFull&cid=1092464063994&p=1006688055060</a><br /><br />Those links are just to give you an idea of what we COULD have gone through if the storm didnt vear northeast about 60 miles before hitting Sarasota. Thank goodness it did because we would have been seriously fucked. We ended up just having tons of rain and strong wind comming our way that managed to knock down one tree close too us. What really sucks is everyone that was evacuated were sent to Orlando which is exactly where the hurricane hit the strongest. Many places have been left without roofs and stuff, and even a hospital was left flat. Shitty. So yea... our flight has been delayed till Monday at 3 supposedly. I hope this one works out. I guess that the Tampa airport had to send out all their airplanes so its gonna take hella time for them all to get back... so im really just hoping for the best. Anyways, I just wanted to let y'all know that im alive and everything is ok with my family, so yea... off to get ready for my day now...<br /><br />PS Martin... you owe Corey and I $2.50 each for living. :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:213399 2004-08-13T20:09:19Z 2004-08-13T21:34:44Z so... im at my grandmothers house right now waiting for hurricane Charley to hit and I decided to update this shizit on my cousins laptop, isnt that special? lol. Anyways, so the level 2 hurricane has now turned into a level 4 hurricane with chance of turning into a tornado and horrible flooding. To make things even more interesting, it is heading right towards the area that im staying and the area that im supposed to fly out of... So, as one can tell, my flight for this evening has been delayed until tomorrow morning. If something happens to cancel that flight, it will probably be delayed until the 17th. How shitty is that?! haha.. Corey and I are watching the news and it keeps saying that all this shit thats been going on has all become "the worst case scenarios." Isnt that niiice?.. cuz I think so. So, we had to go around making sure that all breakable stuff is put away, everything outside was brought it, boarding up the windows and making sure they are shuttered and we had to make my grandmothers 2 closets into "safe rooms." Im so excited to sit in a lil room cramped up with my smelly lil brother, corey and my mom for possibly hours on end. As long as it doesnt go north right now... it shouldnt be too bad. It seems like im worried about all this, but strangely enough, im not. In fact, ive been sitting around with my cousins and some of their friends drinking beer and talking about random things. This shit doesnt even phase me, i just wanna get it over with so that I can get home to get my life back in order... *le sigh* <br /><br />... well, im gonna go so that Corey can get on real quick... but wish me luck people. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:213149 2004-08-12T17:06:07Z 2004-08-12T17:06:07Z So bitches... this is my life...<br />We were supposed to come home on Friday night and I was SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO excited because well.. I LOVE HOME and Florida is... well... gay. But 2 LITTLE factors play into why home just isnt gonna happen for me... one being a hurricane and the other being a tropical storm.. both hitting AT THE SAME TIME. What?! How very, very sad. Im kinda excited to experience my first hurricane and tropical storm, but I wished it happened earlier or something. So, the news has been saying that they HOPE that the storm will move through quick and that the hurricane should be gone by Monday, but its possible that it could take longer than that. Garr. Oh well.. I guess it gives me more time to figure out whats important for me to go home to and not anyways, ya know?? <br /><br />Other than that... yo estoy muy aburrido. Blah. Thats my story.. my moms calling me. BYE urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:212955 2004-08-09T00:16:05Z 2004-08-09T00:16:05Z So basically... Florida is... not really what I had anticipated my long awaited vacation to be. Dont get me wrong, I am so so so glad that I am able to see my family and everything, and I definatley appreciate getting away from the bay area drama... but when Corey and I said we wanted to go on vacation.. we were thinking like, do whatever the fuck we want and be wasted and have tons of fun kind of vacation. Instead, there has been tons of confusion, not a lot of freedom, lots of sober time, communication barriers, family drama, so on and so forth. This has lead us to be very homesick. I hate to feel so negative when there are huge positives but its hard when the people around you are all feeling the same way, ya know? Oh well. I am very excited about a couple things tho. I just found out my aunt is pregnant with her 3rd and ive been able to see her other 2 while they are still young. I have been able to spend time with my cousins that I havent seen in years because they live in Mexico with an asshole father. I have been able to stay in a Ritz-Carlton hotel which has never happened before and will probably never happen again. I have been able to see all my aunts together in one room. I was able to go see Angel. I dunno.. tons of good times... I just am so attatched to home. *le sigh*. Anyways.. Corey is calling me for dinner.. so Im gonna go now.. I just wanted to tell y'all wuzzzzzuhhhhh. Just 4 more days..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:211473 2004-05-04T02:21:13Z 2004-05-04T02:21:13Z PS... my moms parrotts are trying to get it on LIKE WOAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is the greatest thing to watch.. especially when my mom changes their cage and messes with their "nest." They go fucking crazy on her. haha.. the end. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:211110 2004-05-03T00:26:33Z 2004-05-03T00:26:33Z <img src="http://fh.etudes.fhda.edu/etudes/courses/foothill/spring2004/ENGL001A_STARER_ONLINE/images/bigeyes.gif"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:210724 2004-04-28T16:11:35Z 2004-04-28T16:11:35Z well, thats obnoxious. I had some friends over last night to eat pizza and watch the Giants game at like, 6. Some of them were out front playing basketball and everyone else was in the back. Everyone out front came in before it was too late. The only thing loud last night was Matts stupid x who showed up and screamed while crying. For some reason, after we all left (not even that late), our neighbor shows up crying with her kid because she says she cant take the noise anymore. WTF?? The ONE night we dont do like, any drinking, there no music outside, theres really.. nothing going on, our neighbor complains. So now, my mom has told me shes "sick" of this.. so, I guss no more get togethers anymore. And now Im pretty much fucked as far as my birthday goes. great. On top of that, last night wasnt even very fun. I had to deal with drama. Whateva. Lance was drunk and it made me smile :D. And I excited to find out that Zac is comming up for my birfday! score! :)<br /><br />This morning I woke up for traffic court and now my mom has lost all my papers, so im gonna show up, and they are gonna think I suck. I was gonna go argue a whole bunch of crap this morning, but I cant get ready cuz my mom keeps yelling at me. Im so bitter right now... and ive been having really good days the past like, week and a half or so. poop. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:209444 2004-04-19T21:08:35Z 2004-04-19T21:08:35Z As you can see.. I finally got around to changing my livejournal icon. My dad took this picture in the backyard and I thought it was pretty cool.. so yeah. Whatcha think?? ;)<br /><br />Yesterday I went with my mom and Corey to this annual hair convention thingy in San Jo. It was tons-o-fun :D. We got there kinda late, so it was a bitch to find parking.. but I spent pretty much the whole day oooooowing and awwwwing at everyones adorable hair. I have soo many ideas now :D. For lunch, we went to this lil fancy resturant and ate yummy food while I checked out the waiter, haha. I dont know what was wrong with me. Anyways.. we spent pretty much the whole day there and left when it got too overwhelming. Afterwards, Corey went home and I finally got around to watching Kill Bill. UGH! I loved it.. but the ending just KILLED me. It felt like it was only like, 30 mins long and it just.. ended. So, now im DYING to see Kill Bill 2, hehe. Anywho, after that, my dad took me to Sams to get my car. Turns out, the amp he put on, wasnt putting out very much power, so I ended up leaving it there again so that he could get a new amp today and put it all together. I then came home and passed out.<br /><br />This morning I woke up at like 7:30 and went with my mom to the DMV to get all the vehicles registered since none out of 7 were. So, we got that done, went to lunch at the indian buffet, got gas, went to the bank, tried to find me a new planner and then we came home so she could nap. yay. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:209083 2004-04-17T04:33:36Z 2004-04-17T04:33:36Z ewww, the past 2 days have felt so long and drawn out. I worked yesterday 9:30 to 4 and then today 9:30 to 6. Both times with Vanessa who helped pass the time a lil. :). I love that girl. Anyways, both days I came home and worked on my first essay for my english class. Corey came over on her way home from Santa Cruz to proofread my essay. It was SO much better by the time she got through it. THANK YOU COREY!! I am hoping I will do fairly decent since I always fail at everything when it comes to school. Anyways, other than taking care of that whohaw, Ive been taking care of my baby who is recovering quite well. Uh... my life is pretty boring other than that. Way to spend my Friday, aye?? Well... tomorrow should be muuuch better. Im anticipating it because I get my new speaker system in my car.. i might see him and uhmm.... well, I have work.. but im hoping ill be able to party it up a lil afterwards... especially since Pauls birthday was yesterday and i TOTALLY forgot. Im a bitch. Im sorry people.<br /><br />Oh yeah.. and today i was invited to go see Morbid Angel in May. i dont know how to feel about this. I think im gonna go.. its a free ticket. :) Toooo many upcomming shows i wanna see!! ahh. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:208829 2004-04-15T04:12:09Z 2004-04-15T04:12:09Z APC Oh.. my.. god... soooo cute. Ryan just came and dropped off a card, and at first i was like, ok creepy, but when I opened it up, it was a get well card for Courtney! awww! All the garage kids signed it and everything! That made me feel good :P. Sweet. Anyways, as you can probably guess, the surgery went ok. I dropped her off at like, 8 this morning and picked her up as soon as I got off work with Corey. I came home and snuggled with her all day. She kept almost falling over as she felt asleep. Im sure shes tired from her day.. and shes probably still a lil drugged up. Anyways, if theres any problem i need to bring her back tomorrow, but other than that, she should be fine, yayy! :D. Other than that, i worked today 12-2:30. Vivien and some new region managers came in for a lil bit to see how the store was doing. That went well. Afterwards, Cecilia, Silvia and I had some interesting conversations about different things. <br /><br />Yesterday was my day off, so I did some stuff around here and then went to pauls for the remainder of the day. It went surprisingly well... probably because i drank majority of the day, but still. I had a long walk with Sam and had a really good talk.. so I hope some stuff gets better. Uhmm.. other than that, there was nothing out of the ordinary.<br /><br />Im trying to write this essay, but im totally brain dead. Plus, im all confused, cuz on the site, it says that it expires on the 15th by 9 am.. and then on my paper it says its due on the 16th by 11 pm. What the hell? Im just not gonna do it and hope its not due tomorrow.<br /><br />That is my story. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:208210 2004-04-12T04:26:19Z 2004-04-12T04:26:19Z is it wrong that I find Bam to be really attractive? ugh. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:207653 2004-04-09T19:43:02Z 2004-04-09T19:43:02Z My mom woke me up at 9 this morning to deal with my car tire beacuse I guess I gashed it open on the glass. I have an appt at 3 to get it dealt with. I forgot how horrible it is to wake up the day after you spent a whole night crying. I feel really unhappy today... and I want Zac here to cuddle with me. Hes the only guy that understands that you can cuddle without it being sexual or something. Blegh... time to do homework... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:206908 2004-04-05T06:33:25Z 2004-04-05T06:33:25Z Basically, I am very proud of myself. The past couple days I have spent reorganizing my room and making it more of "my" space.. ya know? My mommy bought me a new bed today, I bought myself a new DVD/VHS/MP3 player today, Tay helped me move around furniture the past 2 days and basically... it looks SO good. Theres tons more I need to do, but the best part is... im actually making myself get rid of things that I know I dont need in life! BE PROUD! hehe. Anyways, Corey just left a lil while ago from chillen out in my newly improved room, lol. I love our talks.. shes so good! <br /><br />Yesterday was APC. I AM SO GLAD I FINALLY GOT TO SEE MAYNARD LIVE!!!! HE WAS SO BEAUTIFUL TO ME!!!! .... and so was Twiggy! I never got to see him while he was in Manson, so it was uber great. I went with Corey and Jonathan. The first band seemed like they went on forever, the bathroom lines were horrible (which is bad when you had just drinken a bunch of bicardi), and we werent finding people that we wanted to see... but as soon as the first band ended and we shoved to the front, everything got beautiful. We made friends, had pitting fun and saw the show, yayy. After a while i felt like I was gonna pass out so I moved back a couple rows and was right behind this guy that was dancing. Normally I would make fun of a person that danced like this guy... but for some reason, I found the guy dancing hotter than shit. He was like... sex. lol. Anyways, after the show we went to Burger King and ran into Patrick Gahn and some dude. I ended up giving them a ride home.<br /><br />Friday we celebrated Drews birthday at the garage. After too much noice, Pauls moommy kicked us out, so we went to the hill in San Mateo. At first I was in a good mood cuz I went on an adventure with Tony D, Lance, Andrew and Chris... but once we got there, shit kinda sucked. The truth came out with that couple that like me and basically... it was ugly. I made it ok again, but i dunno.. shits weird. <br /><br />Basically... thats been my life... plus work. This morning I had to go to a managers meeting hella early in the mornin. Gay. The End. xoxo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:206129 2004-03-29T22:21:53Z 2004-03-29T22:21:53Z <img src="http://www.poundsf.com/freakshow.jpg"><br /><br />Be jealous.. be very jealous :D...... or just join us this evening!<br /><br />PS. Happy 20th Myke! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:205645 2004-03-27T22:41:40Z 2004-03-27T22:41:40Z So basically... I just woke up. Do you know how long its been since Ive slept in this fuckin late? Probably years. It feels good... yet kinda unfufilling. Anywho... yesterday was Adams last day, so I got up early and went over to his house with Sarah to say bye. :( Im hellllllllllza gonna miss him. Got home by 12, chilled with Sarah for a bit and then passed out for like, 3 hours. Gotta love sleep deprevation. I woke up around 5:30 to Tyler comming over. Him and I hung out and waited for Sarah, Tay and Corey to come over as well. After we all got here and got ready, we went to go see the Mourning Star, Azura and blah blah show in Redwood City. That was lame, BUT on the way we had gotten some really yummy wine and shared it between Sarah, me and Corey and we also got to PAY $5 to play on the playground in the back. It was good. lol.... tires. We also took some bomb ass pictures HUH COREY? Annnnyways, after 2 bands we decided it was time to go, so we went to Safeway, got some alkihol, came back here and got some people to come over. All the garage kids came and so did Michael Morrow, Laurie Light and some random dude who was kinda annoying. It was really fun... until like, 1 am and all of a sudden I started to get irritated very easily. I told people they had to leave by 2 so they didnt get parking tickets and people whined and bitched. I didnt get everyone out until 3. At that point I passed out and here I am now. All in all.. it was a good evening. I miss him already tho :(. <br /><br />So I have the craving to do something fun today. I just got a call from Corey asking to fuck shit up and I have agreed. I am on my way to get ready and head over to Jason's right now :). Yayy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:204948 2004-03-16T08:30:44Z 2004-03-16T08:30:44Z I feel kinda of... stressed. I am just realizing how much I let fall apart while I took a couple days off to recover from my stupid surgery. Its nothing too huge.. but I have a couple bills to pay and some stuff to do in order to get my life back in order. I attempted to register for my classes this evening.. but it keeps feeding me some bullshit about how the thingy is down. Oh well, at least I know what im taking.. and im happy to say, ive decided to just do it all online so that I dont hafta deal with seeing people I dont wanna see and also so that I can do things a little more at my own pace. Maybe next quarter ill be able to handle actually going to the campus. Im also pleased because I managed to go through a lot of stuff in my room and I found tons of stuff to get rid of in one way or another. Go me. Im such a packrat that its hard for me to let anything go, but.... out with the old, in with the new... right? The fact that I need to make room for my new bed is really whats motivating me tho. Im excited for that. Im sick of my old ,small, creaky daybed. Today I worked 9:30-4:30 and then went to the doctor who did my surgery so they could make sure everything was ok. Looks like my mouth is healing pretty well. They gave me this stuff that was supposed to help the pain if it throbbed at all, but it just made it worse. They also said they didnt believe that all my headaches and what not had anything to do with my aching mouth. Go figure. I dont know whats causing it then beacuse its horrible. Hopefully itll go away soon. Corey came over afterwards to say WUZZZZZZZZZZZZZUH for a couple hours and then left to go see steve... OoOooOoooOoo ;). That was basically my day. Now im off to try and apply for school once again. Wish me luck!<br /><br />PS... Is anyone going to Ozzfest this year?.. and if you are.. are you sitting grass? I wanna go hellza bad, but im not about to sit on the grass by myself, hehe. Lemme know. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:204777 2004-03-15T03:59:33Z 2004-03-15T03:59:33Z Today I woke up with the same headache ive had since before the surgery. shitty. Corey came to get her hair done, and I slowly got ready for work. I thought work would be hell.. but my headache lessened as the day went on.. plus, I managed to make goal. Yesterday was basically the same as today. The only difference was i came home with RaeAnne and watched The Missing with her and my mom. it was an ok movie.<br /><br />Friday was my first day back to work after a week of sitting on my ass. It was really nice to finally get up and moving, but my headache/soar mouth was making me feel like passing out the entire time. Vivien came to visit and everything went smoothly. I got off early and came straight home to lay down. A little while later, Jonathan called to see if he could come by with a couple people to make sure I was ok. I said that was fine.. but a couple people turned into basically everyone at the garage. Basically, my house=Pauls house for the evening because everyone and their mom was worried about me and wanted to come see me. Lets see.. Jonathan, Drew, Paul, Sean, Pat, Tom, Wes, Ginger, George, Andrew, Sam, Ryan, Shelley, Chris, Alex, and russian paul were just some of the people to make an appearence. Plus, RaeAnne ended up comming over because shes home from college :). To make a long story short.. my quiet evening at home turned into an overwhelming and exhausting adventure. I spent majority of the time on the couch because i couldnt move. at one point, my headache got so bad i cried and took a codeine. then i got nauseated because i hadnt eaten before i took the codeine, shitty. in the end, i did feel loved tho. Everyone left by 3. Mainly because someone tried killing themselves and everyone left to go make sure this certain person was ok. I on the other hand, went to bed. That was the most eventful night of my whole week tho. <br /><br />I miss solid foods. im SO sick of mushy foods. Gar. I hope my headache goes away and my holes heal soon so that i can go out and play! :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:204482 2004-03-11T06:18:10Z 2004-03-11T06:18:10Z Ok so.. basically livejournal is addicting and it has sucked me back in for the time being. Maybe its just that i feel like i cant accomplish anything else except sit on my ass all day cuz im so out of it. damn surgery. My mommy has been taking very good care of me, and my kittie hasnt really left my side. My friends have been very good to me as well. Last night Drew, Sean, Jonathan and Chris came over to make sure i was ok. Jonathan put together this puzzle thats been sitting in my closet for years in like, an hour. Then today Corey came over and like, 5 mins later.. Jonathan, Drew and Shelley showed up to say hi, make lots of noise and then leave, lol. Corey and I chilled out.. then she passed out. Deidre and her b/f Sean came over to watch movies so we woke Corey up and watched Aimee and Jaguar. It was a movie about german lesbians :). Anyways, after the movie, Deidre and Sean up and left like woah and Corey left shortly after. My brother is watching South Park now and im not really in the mood to join. Im so bored of TV. Thus, I have turned into a livejournal fan again. Its funny... ive written what... 2 entries in the past 2 days and ive already heard from 2 people from my past that i thought hated me. Livejournal works in odd ways. Im not sure if i like it or not. Certain feelings from the past are still churning inside of me... but i miss you both so much. Lets see.. what else.... i... dont.......know... lol. Brain.. stops... working... GAH. I think i have a peice of macaroni stuck in one of the holes in my mouth. Arent i attractive??? ;). If it makes you feel better, im nice and sweaty and headachy. Ok.. im gonna stop while im atleast semi ahead, lol.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:204238 2004-03-09T23:23:04Z 2004-03-09T23:23:04Z So yesterday i got my wisdom teef out. All 4 of em. My momma took me at 9 in the morning. I surprisingly wasnt all that scared as we walked up to the place.. in fact, i felt almost numb. We went in and waited, and my mom stayed with me as they drugged me up. My mom rubbed my legs and the nurses massaged my head.. it was coo. I was a dork and started to cry as the laughing gas started to work. It made me feel SO stoned. I hate being stoned. Anyways.. the next thing i know, i was in some other room waking up to my mom over my head and her and the nurse walked me to the car. I thought i was gonna puke, but i never did :). Anyways, I stayed on codeine all day, had the stupid gauze in the back of my mouth and had an ugly ice pack wrapped around my head. Believe you me, i was DAMN SEXY :). Anyways, Myke came by and dropped off "The Thumbs" for me to watch and then Corey came by to help my momma take care of me. I felt quite loved. I also got many calls from people telling me they hoped i got better soon. thanks everyone! Anyways.. i woke up today, the swelling is almost gone, ive stopped bleeding, and i havent needed to take pain killers at all yet. I still feel dizzy and headachy and sore tho :(. But i must say.. the guy that did the surgery did a good job. If anyone is needing to get their wisdom teeth out.. go to him :). kthxdie. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:203882 2004-03-08T07:08:37Z 2004-03-08T07:08:37Z So I finally decided to write an entry. I dont know why.. and i dont really know what to say, but uhmm.. hi! :) Tomorrow I get to go get my wisdom teeth taken out. Im so excited I could burst! Wish me luck y'all. Its kinda nice that I get almost a full week off work because of it though. I don't think I'll know what to do with myself. Im so used to working all the time, especially since im a manager now. Speaking of which... Liza apparently isn't with Illuminations anymore. Its a scary thought.. but maybe it'll be a wake up call for her. Uhmm.. im supposed to sign up for spring quarter at Foothill tomorrow.. thatll be good. I hate school.. but I might as well get it over with while I can. Its been interesting sitting back and watching all my new/old friends grow and mature into the people they are. Some people have grown to be really great people that I admire.. and most.... haven't. Growing up has definatley made me take off my rose colored glasses and see through peoples shtuff. Ive been really sitting back and taking a look at who I really want to allow into my life. Im sick of wasting my/other peoples time for bullshit. I have been growing closer and closer to Corey who is just.. amazing. And all my kids at the garage are beautiful people. And surprisingly, ive been becomming closer to Sarah again. Because ive been around her a lot lately, Ive also been getting to know Tay a lot better. He seems like hes grown a LOT as a person since he got outa jail and all that junk. RaeAnne is still my best friend of all time.. but she is going to school in San Diego and is living a life that i can honestly say I dont fully agree with. And then theres always the band and all the other people that I see randomely who I adore. Woot. Anyways.. yeah. So thats how ive been spending my time recently... and now im gonna go search around for something interesting to do. Bye! :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:203766 2003-10-28T03:28:28Z 2003-10-28T03:28:28Z Ok everyone.. since my Honda is being a stupid bitch ass retard.. multiple people have agreed that it is time for my to invest in something else... lookie what im gonna invest in tomorrow unless the mechanics find anything MAJOR wrong with it....<br /><br /><img src="http://i24.ebayimg.com/03/i/00/cd/cf/42_4.JPG"><br /><br />seXXXy isnt it?? :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:203494 2003-09-22T03:41:04Z 2003-09-22T03:41:04Z ok.. so I didnt realize that i havent updated in as long as i have. fuck. SO much has gone on. Ive continued to get sicker and sicker.. i finally gave in and went to the doctor to see what the fuck is wrong... but we cant figure it out. I ended up having to get some blood tests done and i should find out results tomorrow. Also, the other day, i woke up and had this horrible rash.. then the next morning, my face was almost completley swollen shut, what the hell?! Now im on hella medications that are making me WAY out of it. Arrr. As if thats not enough, ive been working my ass off, im tired as fuck and im such an emotional rollarcoaster thats its not even funny. Im also getting more and more scared cuz tomorrow i start my first day at college. I dont know what the hell im doing. Fat. Also, can i ask why all of my friends are moving away from me??? As if Zac, RaeAnne, Jenny, Pat and HELLLLA other people wasnt enough, i just found out yesterday that Margaret is moving in a week. I went to her party last night, which was gay... she ended up slapping this fucking asshole that was disrespecting. I got drunk *not on purpose* and called people. who? i dont remember. Ok, yeah.. im done... sorry everyone. bye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ragdollstar:203022 2003-09-07T19:02:15Z 2003-09-07T19:02:15Z So this morning I woke up to Zacs dad calling me. ZAC! CALL YOUR PARENTS! They are all confused as to when he was supposed to take the bus back to them. Annnyways, I tried to go back to sleep and realized that wasnt happening... so i got up, watched some cartoons and then came online and realized that Manson tickets went on sale. Fucking... they already were sold out of general admission, so I got balcony seats. Gay... but Laurie said shed get me on the floor like a sweetheart :D. Sooo... im gonna go see Manson for my first time! *I dont consider seeing him at Ozzfest REALLY seeing him* on October 12. YES. And then I got my Jagermeister Music Tour ticket.... sooo.. on November 23rd I get to see Slayer, Hatebreed, Arch Enemy, Dry Kill Logic, Epoxy, Etown Concrete, Five Foot Thick, Hemlock, Otep, Skinlab, Sworn Enemy, Drown Mary, and Lazy American Workers. HELLA bands.. much of them im not a fan of.. some I havent even heard of, but thats fine... all my boys are going, so im there. All I need to get tickets for now is Billy Idol I believe. Thats gonna be beautiful. I thnk the only people going with me to that is Jonathan and Andrew.. is anyone else down??<br /><br />Now im trying to get ahold of Myke to see whats going on as far as me going to Massachusets for the Locobazooka show. <br /> <br />Soooo many shows dude. Im running outa money. I wish I could go back to getting into shows free more often... that never happens anymore... probably cuz im not a big concert fanatic anymore.. eh, oh well. Ok yeah.. im off! <br /><br />PS. COREY! I got your message yesterday and it put a big grin on my face! Thanks!